is may a bad month for me ?
its so OMG everyday ..
just lyk on 30th april, i was followed ..
1st may, i fell sick ..
2nd may, nv attend sch cuz sick .. den adaptor was wit laogong ..
3rd may, sis stil not well yet den brin her to doc.. no adaptor cant use com ..
4th may .. which is today ..
brought me so much troubles/worries ..
laogong was retained in malaysia till monday from sat nite .
one of my uncle pass away in e mornin ..
boy ..
tats alot of worries ..
im jus tired ..
recently ..
so much has happened ..
but i still love him dearly ..
my boy ..
but i jus simply hope tat he'll stop makin me worry sometimes ..
he can tel me he's goin to study hard, yet seriously ..
he's also playin hard ..
hais ..
laogong ..
i noe u're stil glad tat i will still worry abt u ..
bcuz i care ..
so hope u'll cherish my concern ..
hope tml u come back lerx will text me bahx ..
and not irritated by anythin ..
hais .........
i miss you so much ..
i wanna hug u so badly now ..
im so worried abt u ..
pls ...
laogong ..
let me haf peace these few days ?
lend me ur shoulders now when i nid u ..
bcuz im so afraid ..
i wanna be a strong gal hu does not cry ..
im gonna be 18 next yr ..
i wanna be strong ..
i wanna study hard ..
give me reasons to be strong ..
ok ?
bcuz u are e onli reason tat i wanna be strong ..
and u gif me e courage to ..
bcuz i love u dearly ..
i wanna u to be safe and be wit me ..
im selfish ..
but put yourself in my shoes and u'll noe how i feel ..
i noe u'll understand it ..
we've been thru alot ..
alot more dan wad others didnt go thru before ..
so we'll noe how to cherish each other more ..
rite ?
jus to say ..
i love you dearly ..
i miss you badly ..
i hate to be worrying ..
bcuz of love,tats wad brought us together ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
