simple. dark.

well, went down to sentosa ytd ..

was supposed to haf a good time ..

yet e weather doesnt reali allow us ..

isnt it ?

hais ..

bad day .. :(

but i stil hope he had a good time ytd luhh ..

pictures to share abt ytd in sentosa ..

ps. & im glad i didnt get sunburn-ed tiz tym round ..

bcuz of my suntan lotion which has spf++130 .. :)

this is vivo city's carpark in e mornin ..

8+ 9am ..

see ....

ALL GREEN W/O CARS !!

laogong in e waters ..

he swimmin lyk fish ..

and im standing dere seein him swim lyk an idiot ? LOL ..

well,

i drew this ..

beta dan him ..

he drew near e waters ..

and when e wave come ..

e words go off .. :(

im silly then he's stupid !! :)

my creation and he asked for it ??
he wanted big nehneh and big dick ... -.-
for someone whom has nv been a gal ..
i allow u for it ..
but tat ang moh lady saw it and laughed ..
ps ah !!
bad impression of singaporean alrdy ..

hmmm ..

day past ..

but memories stil in my heart ...

but anyway ..

bcuz of wad mummy said ..

he sent me here and dere ..

and ended up kena ERP for e city area ..

he forget his cash card in ..

sigh ..

sorry sorry uh .. :(

but im glad he's tryin to curb his temper alrdy ..

if nt sure die ..

he pek chek ..

i also pek chek ..

end up ..

both lyk this ..

dead ??

haha ..

i miss him alrdy ..

mitin him later ..

hope so ..

and tml's my class bbq day ..

sigh ..

i wan him to be with me ..

i wanna play badminton with his family ..

OMG !!

lastly ..

i love you laogong ..

ure always loved by me .. :)

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

ok, it seems so long since i blogged ..
and i just met laogong up ..

and he fetched me to bedok jus becuz i said i wanted to eat western food .. :)

pics tt i took for before my food came ..

it has the name,

MR JARRELL ..

LOL ..

can u even believe its a coffeeshop ?

this is our drinks ..

his teh and my ice milo ..

LOL ..

but e food is nice ..

yum yum !! :)

i love him seriously ..

and im happy becuz he wants to spend alot alot alot of time with me ..

and he's willing to ..

lovelove ..

*muacks*

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

ok, its been very long since i blogged ..

hmm ..

shld say good news to us ..

he gt his bike and license alrdy ..

and on e thurs nite he told me he gt somethin to tel me on fri ..

and asked me to mit him ..

and so i tried and i did ..

and he rid all e way down to my hse to mit me ..

ok ..

i guess-ed tt alrdy ..

but its stil very sweet of him to gif me a surprise ..

and also ..

he asked me when im facing him ..

he asked ..

will i patch with him ..
and my reply was a kiss on his lips ..

and he knew my answer alrdy ..

cuz he kiss-ed back ..

and we rode ard ..

first we went to ikea for hotdogs ..

den east coast park ..

den vivo city ..

u can imagine us ridin ard in his new wife ..

lol ..

he fetched his laopo on his wife ..

hmm ..

but i duno why ..

when he ask for patch ..

i nv laugh or wad so ever ..

but aft tt when i walk to e multi carpark mit him cuz its rainin ..

im laughin my way dere ..

and also when im sittin behind him ..

im laugin my way thru e highway la ..

OMG ..

luvky my helmet e visor is tinted ..

others cant see me ..

is nt ppl sure tink i siao ..

LOL ..

but anyway ..

i love him no matter wad ..

but i hoped we could be honest ..

and also ..

dere would nt be such thing anymore ..

its tiring huh ..

LOL ..

and i didnt wanna be sad anymore ..

i wish we would stay so sweet forever ..

seriously ..

and i reali hope we would live in fairytale ..

ILY, JARRELL ♥♥

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

so this is wad ameerul has requested and like now finally more free to do it ..
LOL ..
W46L ...

AMIN

Amin, aka the noise maker ? lol ..
he's one kind guy actually ..
and he is DEE's ..
LOL ..
hmmm ..
e guy who often sings in class ..
shouting and all jus like class is his home ..
of coz it makes us feel comfy with him around ..
whenever we are unsure of wad to do for the ppt ..
so long we ask him, he'll try to help ..
ps. IF he's in my grp luhh
anyway, its nice workin with him ..
im happy with it .. :)

AMELIA

Amelia, aka mother pork or dey call her 'bimbo' ..
LOL ..
ok ..
my first impression of her is that ..
shes a bloody ah lian ..
and i even told jovian i didnt wan to be close to her ..
cuz the first thing i see from her is ..
her makeup ..
and her tattoo ..
but ..
it turns out that ..
she's one nice lady ..
who listens to u whine and complain ..
and her straightforwardness is something i admire ..
trust me ..
she aint e kind tt is afraid of anythin ..
mayb onli afraid of losin her babylove ?
she's daring and she express her thoughts out ..
she knows how to control her emotions and ..
she can be mature and childish at times ..
she gives me advice and listens to my complains abt ppl ..
and we could also smoke tgt and gossip abt others ..
hais ..
I MISS HER ..
MOTHER PORK ..
and shes e one who calls me baby pig ..
ps. SHE'S E BEST TOILET CLEANER ..
& SHES AWARDED ..

AMEERUL

Ameerul aka AMM ..
which is his nickname coz of his amms durin presentations..
we dont mean to laugh at him of coz ..
its jus ..
he's cute ..
he's embarrassed with his amms and whatsoever ..
but we dont mind ...
he's everyone's best fren ..
and he'll be glad to help if we nid him ..
he's also e camera man for our video and phototaking for W46L ..
on e first look on him ..
he's tall and skinny ..
dark with his shiny white teeth ..
i swear if he wasnt a malay, i might fall for him !!
and thats agreed by bell,rachel & phyllis ..
OMG, did i just confessed?? O.O
summarise all ..
he's a bestie everyone yearns for ..

AI PING

Ai Ping aka christabell ..
she's my hubby ..
she's e prettiest gal in class ..
of coz ..
thats agreed by everyone ..
of coz ..
guys flock to her ..
bcuz of her beauty ..
but she dun onli haf the looks ..
she has e inner beauty too ..
and i love her so much ..
she listens to my problems and hugs me ..
and im envious of her and her boyfren ..
havin to be tgt for 5 years alrdy ..
I LOVE YOU HUBBY ..
lol ..

Darrick

hmmm ..
the first guy i notice in class ..
cuz of his hair colour ..
gold highlights ..
LOL ..
hmmm ..
wasnt very close to him until the end of our sem ..
he had problems being early of cuz ..
mitin him always make me feel so ....
EARLY !!
he's e kind that do last minute work sometimes ..
but he can still explain well ..
so of coz i can say nth ..
but however ..
he's gonna help me with e class bbq ..
ok, THANKS DARRICK !!

JOVIAN

she was e second friend i made in tiz class ..
well ..
she's fun, talk and laughs alot ..
she's gt probs but she dun reali confide so easily ..
and of cuz ..
shes always wearing the different combinations of clothes ..
as in ..
im envious that she has an elder sis ..
which they could share their clothes ..
their bonds are reali close ..
and thats good !!

JERRAL

first to say is ..
he's the best looking guy in our class ..
and he's awarded ..
e first look of him is that ..
he's very quiet and wouldnt speak much ..
but instead ..
im so damn wrong ..
he's lame and noisy sometimes ..
with that jelly-fish dance ..
he's e kind tt do e 'BOO!' to u any min ..
but he does his work and explains it well ..
but i often see him playin games too ..
if not ..
he'll start the ..
'who wants burger king ??'
yet he doesnt wanna go buy it himself ..
hope he wont be asking any gals in this class to buy him breakfast aft we've change class .. :)
and of cuz ..
he's e 'candle' of e gays ..

JILLIAN

shes the girl who always says ..
WHATEVER ~
no matter in the presentation or in life ..
she's always saying whatever ~
lol ..
that wasnt bad la ..
shes jus easy going ..
and her face is always red and blush-ed ..
and also will be seeing her on the bbq nite ..
haha ..
good luck for her and her bear .. :)

JIAN HAO

he's e dustbin as i call him ..
there was a period of time when he'll sms me tellin me he wants mac breakfast ..
he's also the 'custard' of the gays ..
there was a period of time when i feel unhappy ..
i'll tell him in msn ..
we seldom talk ..
of cuz ..
i didnt noe why either ..
he's the kind of boy with the tan-ed skin and smiles on his face ..
and what ever you need him ..
he'll be dere ..
but he just loves food luhh ..
tts how the nickname dustbin came abt ..
when u cant finish ur food ..
he'll finish it up for u ..
esp crackers and tidbits ..
and he's super duper vain as a guy ..
he brings facial wash to sch ..
LOL ..
opps !! :P

PHYLLIS

my first impression of her was that she's very quiet ..
and indeed she is ..
she's my "hubby's boyfren" ..
and we call her fifi ..
she hugs me when i nid her also ..
shes my girlfren ..
she always tell me which show is nice ..
and she downloads it for us ..
she's sweet and loving ..
and i love her too ..

SHAFIQAH

i wasnt close to her for the first few months ..
until we team up tgt ..
she's fun and she's a rock climber ..
and i made breakfast for her once ..
she's a very good scribe also ..
everytym when i teamed up with her ..
we would agree her as e scribe ..
and for the first impression of her,
its jus seems that she's quiet ..
but anyway ..
SHE IS FUN OKAY ??

Nadhirah

known as dee ..
she's one of those gal u would go ..
omg ..
she's tall ..
she's e tallest in our class ..
and she has those big eyes and wide smile that melts ur heart ..
her laughter is contagious as well ..
no wonder AMIN is attracted to her ..
OPPS !!
in my memory ..
i onli had one chance to team up with her ..
and now ..
deres no more chance to team up with her anymore alrdy ..
i hate those faci tat nv put me with her ..
lol ..
we've gt no fate uh .. :(
anyway ..
IM NT AN AH LIAN !!!
lol..

WEI YANG

he gt the look of faci ..
and he's been mistaken as faci for our first day of sch also ..
he has onli one jeans ..
so u can imagine things abt him ..
he's always in formal ..
or his shooting clothes ..
and for our W46L formal day,
he wore more formal ..
and he's been mistaken as a security guard ..
LOL ..
can u imagine ?
he's onli 17 ..
e same age as me ..
and such a thing happened on him ..
haha ..
he's also helpful la ..
and W46L ..
thank him leh !!
he's paying for our pit ..
thats why we didnt haf to fork out more money ..
he's also provding more stuffs ..
so it will be made possible ..
if not ..
we might even haf to pay more money ..
so, THANKS WEIYANG !! :)

PRISCILLA

i call her lala ~
and others call her ..
polar bear ?
i forgot her nicks alrdy ..
she's been disappearing from sch for so long ..
and she didnt go to sentosa with us either ..
i love to disturb her ..
she finds me irriating her some times ..
when im teamed up with her ..
and she'll go ..
'omg, can u dun play games?'
haha ..
but good thing sitting beside me,
she'll know wad are e fun games ..
im cursing and hoping u'll be in next class next seem ..
so i'll see u again ..
be careful ah !!
lol ..
by e way ..
im supposed to snatch u away from vita ok ?
LOL ..

VITA

indonesian ..
tata ..
she's my secret affair ..
and i love her too ..
opps ..
hope bell doesnt see it ..
she's very fun and active ..
and also hardworking ..
one of those gan chiong spider ..
she's the kind that will wanna finish her work and play with her 'sister xun'
but she's very nice also ..
feel very comfy with her ..

ZUL

the ultimate slacker of the class ..
getting a GPA of 0.8 yet he stil can skip sch ..
pro rite ?
wasnt close to him ..
until e past few weeks ..
when i nid a smoking companion ..and IF he is in sch ..
i'll go with him ..
he's quite nice to talk to luhh ..
jus tat very wasted ..
he's always nt in sch to acc me smoke .. :(

MEHARAJ

she's e indian lady in my class ..
but dun be a racist ..
she completes her work and sets high expectations for our work ok?
she always helps e guys to buy their food ..
and once its our first breakout ..
all e guys will go ..
' who going to buy food ? meharaj u going?'
so tt explains alot ..

RITA

she's e china gal ..
and dun underestimate her english ..
she tried very hard in doing her work ..
and i admire her determination to complete her work and al ..
she's very warm towards us also ..

XUN

mr xun, he's crazy he's mad ..
and he's gay !!
he's e last member of the gay ..
and he's e 'mango pudding' ..
he's e director of the 'last hooray' ..
and also thanks to him,
we've got a nice and touchin video to watch ..
he's e one tat starts e party ...
he's fun and noisy also ..
lol ..
but ..
he's one nice guy to talk to ..
i rmb i had a prob in my heart tt tym and i talked to him ..
and of cuz ..
he jokes and al ..
and it made me feel so much beta ..
and hope to see him at e bbq ah ..
he said he'll be going !!
LOL ..

lastly ..
RACHEL

she's my baby ..
she's sweet and doesnt lyk it when ppl say she's cute ..
she wants it to be ..
nice and sweet ..
and she reali is ..
and she's also one that would lend me her shoulders for me to cry and hugs me when i cry ..
thats very sweet of her also ..
and she's very hardworking ..
although the first time i see her is that..
she doesnt look lyk a poly student to me ..
she seems lyk e sec 2 gal ..
lol ..
and dey often say she look as if she's in pri sch ..
but she'll always be my baby ..
i love her too !!

and this is it ..
i finished my blogging abt W46L finally ..
and i will miss them ..
and all the fun and laughter in that class .. :(

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

we can nv be e same again ..

we can nv be e same anymore ..

yes i love him ..

but now i jus hope we can stil be frens ..

he asked me if im waiting ..

i said yes ..

but i duno how long am i supposed to wait ?

i know i could wait up my whole lifetime ..

but ..

is tt wad he wants ?

i mean ..

he wants me to wait ..

isnt it ?

and i could ..

but i hope while waiting ..

im nt bein hurt and stuffs ..

hais .. :(

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

ok,
ive told mum im gonna work ..
even if its at tampines mall ..
im gonna work for extra money ..
so im able to buy pretty clothes that i want ..
and im able to buy things and stuffs that i want ..
im happy ..
so long i can find a job ..
which allows me to work for a few days of course ..
and ..
i nid money !!!

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

im startin to doubt tt im a 17yr old gal ..
when my entire life sucks ..
i cant believe it when ive spent 17 years on earth and im stil bein jus lyk a kid ..
ive been treated lyk one ..
and i tink forever i would be treated as one ..
so i shld fuck care rite ?
i duno wad else i can do alrdy ..
everyone is telling me to talk to them ..
but i didnt ..
bcuz i knew telling them would not help any thing ..

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

ok, its been a few days since i blog ..
since thurday ..
i miss him ..
e last ive seen him was ....
friday ..
and its monday today ..
and he's havin his exams ..
hope he can pass nice nice la ..
so it wun affect his mood ..
and im now bloody hungry ..
for e past few days ..
ve been tinkin wad to buy and order for e bbq ..
and its makin me headache ..
OMG ..
I NID HELP !!!!
lol ..

i love you ..
i miss you ..
i ......
wadever love words tt can described it ..
let it all be filled here ...
im still waitin ??? :(

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

ok, tml im bored again ..

today ..

i went up to his hse in e mornin again ..

he wrote a note askin me to wake him at 10am ..

yet he couldnt wake up in time ..

he woke up ard 1pm ..

so i waited for him to prepare his things to go to study ..

and we left e hse ard 2.30 for cdc ..

i love e way u hold my waist and shoulders ..

its feels like e past ..

and thanks for e hug tt i wanted ..

bcuz it can calm me down for tt moment ..

and im glad u hugged me ..

this happened when we were walkin to e lift ..

aft cdc ..

we went to e opp bus stop and waited for e bus ..

and he held my hand for a moment ..

at tt moment ..

i flew all e way to e sky alrdy ..

LOL ..

aft tt ..

went down to bedok ..

met up with ben ..

den dey study awhile ..

till 5+ ..

no mood study alrdy den we all go off ..

and dey walk me to e inter ..

den he say bye and walked off .. :(

but in fact ..

in e lib ..

my mood wasnt right ..

i was in a bad mood ..

i didnt noe why either ..

now at home ..

i kip tinkin abt e sea thingy ..

i wished i can always be right in his hug ..

i wished so ..

i miss him ..

but he doesnt wanna say out ..

duno bahx ..

hope he will gif me an answer i wan ..

before i start curse and swear ..

cuz he reali treats me well nowadays ..

ILOVEYOU

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

last nite ..
i stil had a hard time slpin ..
bcuz of e water incident ..
made me feel im in e water once i close my eyes ..
im afraid ..
im scared ..
water and sea is always somethin i feared ..
now ...
once i tink of it of ytd ...
i feel as if im stil in e waters ..
last nite ..
i had to force myself to slp ..
i went into e room ard 12am ..
and i toss and turned till 1+ 2 den i could slp ..
its a bad experience to me ..
in my life ..
esp when a few yrs back when i go swimmin with jolene ..
i almost drowned too ..
onli tt in e swimmin pool,

she did nt even notice i was drownin ..
even when i walk in e pool i could alrdy drown ..
wad makes me tink tt walkin into e sea would be safe ??
im so naive isnt it ?
when someone so afraid of water is walkin into e sea with a bunch of frens ..
esp when e water level is higher dan ur own height ..
u could barely touch e ground ..
im afraid ..
i reali am ..
i cried and cried ..
but cryin doesnt make me feel beta ..
i nid someone ..
to gif me somethin i nid ..
huggin vita makes me feel calmer ytd ..
but why nt him ..?
i was regrettin why i didnt ask him along ..
and mayb things would nt happen ..
or at e least ..
he'll be dere to hug me tightly when it happened ...
yes, i regretted going into e waters so deep ..
but i nv regret havin a good time with W46L ..
although its a bad experience ..
but i had a great time with them ..
at least ..
i had a chance to play with sea water ..
isnt it ?

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

today, woke up abit more later dan usual ..
went down to mit darrick and jovian ..
met up with rachel and bell as planned ..
but e time was ..
LATE !!
bcuz of darrick la ..
LOL ..
we were supposed to mit at 9am ..
and we ppl reached at 10am ..
LOL ..
super duper late !!
went giant and buy food aft mitin dem ..
went down to siloso beach ..
played very long ..
ended up ..
playin in water alrdy ..
amin dey all say wan go deeper into water ..
didnt noe dey would go so deep, tat i had to kip jumpin to nt drink e 'water' ..
ended up ..
my leg float, and i almost drowned ?
hais ...
i was holdin on so tightly to amin alrdy ..
but end up ..
hais ...
e water damn bloody salty la ..
lycky deres amin dey all beside me ..
dey pulled me upwards ..
and thanks to vita, for lettin me hug her and cry ..
cuz im reali reali reali afraid ...
hais ..
nvm ..
everything's over alrdy ...
hope so ..
hais ..
tml shld be goin to photoshoot one ..
but sun burned la ..
how go lorrs ..
sian ...
depends on tml bahx ..
-.-
aft sentosa, went off to mit him ..
went off to buy sotong again ..
yummy ..
my fav ..
and damn it, i forgot to take its picture ..
for now, posting of pictures ...

darrick drew tiz for our class on our last day in W46L

the custard, candle,mango pudding ..

jian hao, jerral and xun ..

gays !!

wad i took when im in e monorail ..

e card i had to buy to go in and out of sentosa ..

and ..

i told him i wanted a hug ..

yet i didnt get wad i wan ..

hais ...

sobs ..

and ..

i love you ..

and i miss you badly ..

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

ok, im so exhausted today ..

can i blog tml ?

anyway ..

i saw e video xun made alrdy ..

i wanna laugh at e first part ..

but bloody hell ..

i cried at e second part ..

i will miss them man ..

they're sooo good ..

i will blog abt them one by one when im free ..

each and everyone of them ..

and now ...

i missed him again ...

thanks for accompanyin me take 69 back jus now ah ..

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

ok,
im afraid i'll cry tml ..
for W46L ..
bell bell ..
rachel ..
phyllis ..
ameerul ..
xun ..
dee ..
amin ..
jerral ..
jh ..
vita ..
shafiqah ..
lala ..
etc ...
whole of W46L ..
we've all been tgt for so long alrdy ..
and e fun and laughters ..
memories ..
are all placed in our hearts alrdy ..
its sad to leave them ..
they were awesome ..
dey were too good to be true ..
we'll hug tml tgt ok ..??
haha ..

ok, today went off early again ..
went to mit someone ..
acompanied him shop and take lunch..
and ive spent my money on buying ..
2 shavers ..
his & mine ..
haha ..
wtf ..
mine 10+ .
his $11 ..
more ex dan mine ..
-.-
nvm ..
anyway ..
i buy shaver for him ..
and summore stil i treat him eat long john man ..
-.-
win luhh ..
haha ..
ok la ..
he said he'll try to help me with my bbq thingy ..
so this time ..
hope we can book e bbq pit ..
before im fainting ..
haha ..
hope so ..
today didnt spend much time with him ..
we ate and went off to buy shavers ..
while crossing e road ..
i said it was hot ..
and he gave me his cap again ..
haha ..
but ..
funny ah ..
formal with cap ..
lyk siao ting tong la ..
haha ..
but i appreciate tt action ..
it warmed my heart ..
reali ..
made me so happy and sweet ..
haha ..
hope everyday u'll treat me in tt manner ..
i love you ..
deep down in my heart ..
and its all true ..

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

ok, im so damn fucked up with e indian faci ..

im not being a racist ..

jus abt her ..

not tryin to gif me a damn D at least ..

i did my ppt man ..

wad for i do sia ..

i shld go off or i shld nt even go man ..

FUCK HER !!

im pissed ..

esp when im alrdy failin e module ..

hais ..

damn it ..

im cursing and all ..

but it wun help ..

forget it ..

ok,

today had nothin on..

as i blogged earlier on ..

jus tt i waited for him to wake up from his slp ..

ard 3+ he smsed me ..

haha ..

ok ..

im glad luhh ..

and im troubling him for e chalet thingy ..

but smsed till 7 lyk tat ..

he no reply liao ..

lyk ..

everday ard this time he'll disappear ..

weird ehhs ..

lyk ..

he go datin with other gals huh ?

LOL

hope not la ..

hais ..

ok ..

now im damn tired alrdy ..

slpy man ..

zzzz ..

i love you no matter wad

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

ok, so now rotting at home ..
thinkin abt the chalet ...
tat im organising ..
and damn it ..
e booking not confirmed yet ..
LOL ..
no choice ..
hais ..
tml's gonna go sch ..
but yet i stil duno wad to wear yet ..
i feel lyk going off halfway jus to mit him ..
but ..
he might be slpin soundly again ..
he told me he woke up and saw me slpin beside and he dosed off again ..
sorry ahh !!
ur bed's tooo temptin for a tired girl lyk me ..
bt i wanna lie beside u ..
everyday ..
but ..
sounds impossible luhh ..
no choice ..
hais ..

i love you alot ..

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

ok ..

went down to dad's stall in e mornin till afternoon ..

wanted to mit him up de ..

but when i go off ..

too sudden for him ..

-.-

no choice ..

den cant mit him alrdy ..

hais ..

and lyk bloody shit ..

i miss him ..

hais ..

and im troubling him to book e chalet for me now ..

hope he wun feel tt ..

i wish to see him so soon now ...

hais ..

and now ..

i duno wad to wear for monday ..

hais ..

i seriously miss him sooo dmn bloody much !!

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

ok ..

today mornin he smsed me tellin me some things luhh ..

aft that smsed him awhile and msn awhile ..

and i tink he dosed off aft tt .

went off at 12+ and went up his hse ..

stupid me ..

i forgot my keys at W46L ..

had to ask jovian to pass to me ..

went up his hse ..

watched abit of videos and dosed off beside him ..

but he nv wake up ..

hais ..

so no choice ..

now seein him online but he's not replyin ..

tink he might stil be in a bad mood ..

nvm ..

i'll sms him tml den ..

hais ..

i miss him alrdy ..

and i love him so damn much ..

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

im so damn pissed off today ..

i dun owe anyone ..

anythin ..

except for my parents ..

so ..

dun treat me or tok to me as if im ur slave ..

i dont owe u anything ...

uve gt brains ..

tink abt it .. -.-

ok ..

ive heard him said somethin abt 25th gt answer ..

den he dun wanna say it once more ..

and so ..

i duno wad else to say ..

hais ..

hope he will gif me a nice and good answer bahx ....

hais ...

and ..

i truly love you..

today has slacked e whole day away ..

and went off to mit him up ..

cabbed down to tampines again ..

LOL ..

no choice ...

i wanted to mit him ..

and tats wad i answered him when he asked why i cabbed down ..

LOL

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

i yearn for you,

to call me laopo once more ...

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

1. last person to tag you is...
yingxuan

2. your first impression of him or her...
cute ..

3. the most memorable thing he/she has done for u...
err, play time ??

4. the most memorable thing he or she has said to u...
err, she asked me not to be sad anymore ..

5. if he/she become ur lover u will...
im not a lesbian !

6. if he/she become ur lover, things he/she need to improve on...
err, i duno ?

7. if he/she become ur enemy, u will...
sian .. i'll lose one fren ..

8. if he/she became ur enemy, the reason will be...
i dun imagine things for e worse ..

9. the most desired thing u wanna do for him/her now...
err, ask her out for lunch .. its been long ..

10. ur overall impression of him/her...
cute? and her art is good ..

11. how do u think ppl around u will feel abt u...
i duno ? but some says im crazy, some says im ah lian ..

12. the character u love of urself is...
err, i cry and al but e next day i'll be much fine ..

13. the character u hate of urself is...
emotionally too weak ..

14. the most ideal person u wanna be is...
err, i duno .. jus be myself will do..

15. for the ppl that care and like u, say something to them...
i reali appreciate all of you, whenever i nid hugs and kisses .. you'll all be dere for me !!

pass this quiz down to 10 ppl that u wish to noe how they feel abt u
1- jarrell
2-amelia
3-ai ping
4-rachel
5-phyllis
6-huiru
7-ying xuan
8-shafiqah
9-jerral
10-jk

16. who is no.6 havin a relationship wif...
im not sure, she kips changing ..

17. is no.9 male or female...
male

18. if no. 7 and 10 tgt will it be a good thing?
err, shes attached and he's ..
err .. i dun tink it will be good .. LOL

19. wat is no. 2 studying abt?
dip in business computing .. i tink so ??

20. when was the last time u had a chat wif no.3?
err, just now ? she's right beside me ..

21. wat kinda band does no.8 like?
i duno .. lol .. i'll ask her since she's beside me too ..

22. does no.1 hav siblings?
yupps ..

23. will u woo no.3?
dun haf to, she's my hubby alrdy .. :)

24. how abt no.7?
err, nope ? lol ..

25. is no.4 single?
yupps .. shes my baby ..

26. wat is the surname of no.5?
phee ..

27. wats the hobby of no.4?
err, korean stuffs?

28. does no.5 and no.9 get along?
okok la.. bicker abit .. but its fun !!

29. where is no.2 studying at?
Rp , same class ..

30. talk something casually abt no.1
i love him ..

31. hav u tried developing feelings for no. 8?
err, feelings ..? we're friends la dey ..

32. where does no.9 live?
pasir ris ..

33. wat colour does no.4 like?
im not sure ..

34. are no.5 and no.1 best friends?
nope ... dey nv tok b4 ..

35. does no.7 like no.2?
dey duno each other ..

36. how did u get to noe no.2?
W46L .. she's my motherPORK ..

37. does no.1 hav any pets?
nope, i wanted to get him one ..

38. is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
hmmm ..
to her boyf, i tink yes .. haha .. LOL !

ok, this was wad ying xuan asked me to do ..
in my blogg ..
haha ..

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

hello, this is shafiqah here

she wishes jasline , dont sad sad.

keep on living

because jasline still have W46L.

LOVE YA((:

OK, tat is wad sha typed in my bloggy ..

haha ..

ok ..

ytd ..

as i said ..

went up his hse ..

den went out to mit huiru for lunch ..

and nid to pei her for so long luhh ..

until 4+ ..

zzzzz ..

then went back to jarrell's house ..

slacked awhile more ..

watch movie on my lappy ..

and cuddle abit more b4 i leave ..

gave him a goodbye kiss ..

and he accepted it ..

ok ..

and when we were walkin back from tm to his hse ..

he piggyback me ..

haha ..

ok ..

tats sweet ..

and it let me haf e feeling ..

back again ..

all my memories ..

all comin back to me alrdy ..

and it makes me feel so sweet ..

ok ..

bcuz he's my love mahx ..

but duno when den we'll be back together again ..

whether wad hiru says will be true not ..

and im ...

hais ...

sisnt wanna say so much anymore ..

im jus hopin ...

hope hope hope ..

wish wish wish ...

ok ..

fine ..

im an idiot ..

wishin ard for things to happen ..

well..

tats bcuz ...

i love you ..

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

i miss him..

and we kissed good bye today again ..

cabbed down his hse today half way thru my culture lesson ..

and melissa is so gonna kill me ..

LOL ..

nvm ..

today had been abit busy ..

had to blog things down tml alrdy ..

hais ..

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

i dont haf any rights to know or care who ure with ..

or who ur frens are ..

cuz im no longer ur ........

but i wish things such as e sweetness and how you treat me would stay this way ..

would at least ..

stay this way ..

cuz ure stil gentle to me ..

but i stil hope ..

we could be back to e past ..

to wher our love is strong ..

i dont know whether wad uve told huiru isit true or not ..

i dont know wad u mean ..

when u say u nv say i cant touch ur hand ..

when u said that ..

i wanted to hold ur hand ..

tightly ..

hug u and al ..

so tight tt u arent gonna breathe ..

i jus wanna hold ur hand ..

and nv let go ..

cuz i reali love you ..

alot alot alot ..

i love you more dan wad my heart could take ..

and it will continue ..

bcuz ..

u made me fell for u so deeply ..

and i dont allow u to not love me ..

ok ?

ok, today was jus another day ..

passed wit him ..

went his hse,

waited for him to wake up ..

go eat,

saw someone i didnt wanna see ..

go back his hse ..

he go off to take his bike ..

but things were un-prepared ..

den nv take ..

i slpt at his hse ..

blah blah blah ..

and i stil miss him ..

lyk ...

ive jus met him for nt long ago ..

and i miss him again ..

alrdy !!

hais ..

i mean ..

sometimes im tinkin of things ..

and mayb u noe ..

bu u duno wad im tinkin of ..

im jus somehow wonderin ..

why things tat i know from various ways ..

are always wad ppl tel me ..

i know things ..

that happened ..

but i jus didnt wanna say it out ..

tats so me !!

ok ..

fine ..

i dun wanna say anymore ..

i jus feel lyk eatin ...

SOTONG again ..

yummy yummy ...

and im hopin for ur bike to come soon ....

and ..

once more ..

i love you ..

LIM JARRELL

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

i tink i seemed more excited dan him gettin his bike ..
im lyk ..
so gan chiong now ..
while he's stil slpin so soundly ..
wanted to wake him up ..
but he didnt wan to ..
-.-
and i duno wad time is he gettin his bike ..
so if he's late ..
i tink im e one gonna die huh ?
hais ..
wake up wake up wake up ..
wake up soon ...

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

special thanks to my girlfriends ..

christabell ..

rachel ..

phyllis ..

you gals rock ..

i know i can find u gals ..

when i need hugs ..

and u gals will be dere for me ..

and i promise i will too ..

i love you girls ...

so damn much ..

ok ..

tml he's gettin his bike ..

and ..

im hopin so hard to see him soon ..

cuz ..

i miss him alrdy ..

although ..

he uhrt me ..

but ..

nvm ..

no choice ..

hu tell me to love him??

okok ..

i noe ppl are fucked up with these symbols ..

but ..

hu cares ?

no one would be so hardworkin to go find out ..

haha ..

i miss him badly ..

im lyk ..

doin things wit my whole mind all abt him ...

jus lyk wad ive said ..

i know things abt him but i didnt wanna say onli ..?

haha ..

but ..

not all things i know la ..

lol ..

at least i know ..

I LOVE HIM ..

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong

ok ..

so now ..

im bloody tired ..

had been tossing and turning the whole night away ..

and now ..

im so slpy ..

had been tinkin abt him e whole night ..

and ..

ive realised ..

i reali missed him alot ..

my heart cant take it ..

whenever i tink of him ..

and all i know is tat ..

HE'S NOT MINE ..

hais ..

so ..

wad am i supposed to do ?

huh ?

bcuz i love you ..

and ure deeply engraved into my heart ..

ILY

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong