Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 11:34 AM
ok, i can eat up my words ..
" munch ! "
its nice having a bike ard with us ..
although i felt neglected ..
but however ..
its nice when he'll 'vroom vroom' me to places for supper .. =)
jus lyk yesterday when we went down to simpang for supper aft my work ..
which is totally lyk ..
OMG ..
bcuz ..
during work, i had loads of shiny sparkly makeups on me ..
so when i gt dere, deres bloody lot of ppl ..
i feel paisey la ..
well ..
he heard me cough,
and asked me whether i wan any 'liang teh' not ..
LIKE ..
hello ? its 11+ at night and do you tink any 'liang teh' shops are still open ?
lol ..
ok, i appreciate your concerns for tt but i dun lyk 'liang teh' ..
THANK YOU ..
school's starting next year 5th january ..
lyk primary sch kid .. -.-
orientations will be ard christmas .. funny eh ..
ok, those wanna mit me ones, pls let me noe earlier ..
will arrange .. =)
well .. haf to go fo work alrdy ..
im hoping i'll get supper tonight again . =D
ilovehim *
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 10:58 PM
im seriously a failure ...
i fail in everythin i do ..
onli one thing i nv fail to be ...
i nv fail to be a small woman .....
im tired ..
tired of everythin ..
im tired of having being controlled of my life ..
im tired of having to be thinkin of nice sweet dreams between us which is impossible to come true ...
im tired of dreaming fairytales ...
im tired of dreaming the impossibles ...
i need a shoulders to cry on ...
to lean on ..
and a person to hug ..
how i miss e days ..
when my galfrens are hugging me when im upset ..
im crying in a rain ..
or shower ..
where nobody knows im crying ..
i hate it when he got his bike again ..
i felt neglected ..
i felt .......
im unwanted ...
mayb i nid a break ...
i nd some time to clear my thoughts ...
before i'll start all e not trusting u again ..
but e problem is ...
will u gif me e time i nid ??
hais ~
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 12:48 AM
im bored and i wan him by my side everyday ...but he wasnt .... :(i love you ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ 11:16 PM
its been a regret ...
its been a long time ...
its become .....
a history ...
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
Wednesday, November 05, 2008 @ 5:06 PM
well,
today went to get the puppy ..
its cute ok ?
but fucking fathe dun let me kip it ..
and mummy didnt expect his reaction to be this ..
so now e puppy has to be at e babysitter house ..
i want to fucking kip it but i cant ..
unhappy so wad ?
i lyk the puppy lyk so much la ..
first time i can own somethin so precious to me ..
and it has to be taken away from me ..
now i only can hope laogong can help me take care of the puppy ..
i dun wanna pay for e puppy and let it be at e baby sitter house ..
waste my money ..
hope so ..
hais ...
and now ..
im bloody fucked up ..
pics of puppy-
name: jay-jay
age: 3 months plus ..
im sorry puppy, i cant take u back with me ..
fuck !
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
Saturday, November 01, 2008 @ 12:38 AM
well ..
im angry im mad ..
but well ..
wad can i do ?
curb my temper and treat nothin happened ..
our anniversary is reaching and i hate it when things crop up ..
makes me feel so helpless and useless ..
makes me feel more terrible with problems ..
im alrdy trying to make myself feel better ..
im eating my durian cake now ..
nt caring whether it'll make me sick or not ..
now im even trying to do some stupid bulletin quiz just to spend my time and wait for his reply ..
im abit lame ..
but well ..
when you love someone ..
you do lame stuffs ..
isnt it ??
even e stupidest thing you do with the other party seems fun ..
why ?
because it is love ..
wad to do ?
love is blind ..
it covers everything ..
and fuck tt driver ..
duno how drive den dun drive ..
made me fall and injured my hand ..
knn ..
pa jiao den dun drive ..
ccb ..
hais ..
hes still not replying yet ..
zzz ..
im bloody slpy and im still waiting for his reply ..
yawn ~
however ..
i still love you damn lot .. =D
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
