now in sch talking on the fone with laogong ..

sian .. while im playing the new game in facebook, gangster battle ..

abit stupid but since laogong ask me to try so i try lorrs...

while waiting for the endurance to increase ..

replenishing the endurance and life is so long ... waiting for it to finish replenishing is even longer ... zzzzZ ..

its slpy man .. and im now waiting for my mother to come fetch me home ..

but only, we're not going home, we're going out ...

i wanted to mit laogong ..

but he wasnt wanting to mit me ..

his plan: go sch, go home slp ... -.-

sigh~~

i miss him and wanna hold his hands tighttly...

but he didnt wanna mit ...

so wad can i do ? nothing ?? sigh ~

so tat shall be it ..

i'll stop my complains and whining here ...

jus like the way i normally would..

mayb sometimes im too pressuring.. maybe i did.. im not sure ...

but i wont know unless someone tells me so..

i suddenly cant rmb how much i love him in the past .. i cant rmb how much i miss him daily ..

i missed e days when we were together at least 6 hours a day and 5 days a week ..

tats when we're in secondary sch ..

when we can pon sch and go his hse to slp ..

wher we hug and cuddle till both of us slp ..

when nw i long forgotten the feeling of it ..

after we stepped out of sec sch ..

when we start stepping into poly life ..

we've changed ..

both of us, just that nobody knows whether how much we've changed ..

we've changed over time .. but did we realise it ?

i dont tink so ..

nobody finds out, we've grown up..

happy birthday laogong ..
happy birthday bell bell ...

happy birthday to those whose birthday falls on this day ..

ytd jus celebrated bell bell's birthday at rp ..

and today cant celebrate for laogong ..

very sad ..

i miss his hugs ...

and mayb tats e reason why i asked him to gif me his jacket ..

bcuz it contains his smell ..

i suppose ..

and i reali lyk it ...

i duno why either .. but i jus lyk his smell ..

not those sweaty smell bt when he jus finish bathing and sprayed on his deoderant ..

nice nice !!!

im covering myself in his jacket now and it feels so comfy ..

it feels as if he's right here besie me, hugging me ..

asking me to go slp before i couldnt wake up tml mornin ..

anyway, ppl...

pls be prepared for me being very busy ..

schedule :

22nd jan- pass up MOP project

31st jan-maths

13 feb- EB

after tat i stil have MOP proj 2.

after all this proj, it means exam time ...

oh dear ..

im gonna faint when so many things comes one shot to me ..

anyway ..

im damn tired now alrdy ..

good nite ..!!

its been quite awhile since ive ever talk to my girlfriends ..

and i seriously miss them a whole lot ..

i miss the times when we were able to talk about everything under the sun, and im hoping for my 18th birthday to arrive soon .. i wanna buy liqour the first thing in the morning, get myself drunk and go around telling everyone im finally 18 ! but its still an age that ill be stuck with my family, being controlled and cant even go out at night .. DAMN IT !!

laogong's birthday is approaching and mummy doesnt allow me to go out till late night ..

she wants me to go back early like, hello? its a bday outing, where gt so early one?

but wad can i do? allow her threaten me to call the police again ?

and now another prob pops out ..

laogong is working on his birthday... so tat means,

i wont haf to celebrate with him ..

and im pissed bcuz of it ...

ive made all the plans and stuff ..

and now he tells me, i forget tat im working on my birthday...

FUCK !!

so wad shall i do den ..?

dont celebrate lorrs ..

i shld make it a point to go other place during my birthday ...

its a 1 yr one time thing and bcuz of his bloody work he has to not acc me ..

[ccss]
Republic Poly
Singapore Institute of Management (SIM)
Diploma in Management Studies
[5th march 1991]
=DD
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