im officially changing my blog to wretch .. 

cuz i find it fresh for me ..

haha ..

so ..

pls change and re-link me again .. 

thank you so much !! new blog ..

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/honeyandbee 

i started crying ..

my heart ached ..

my tears rolled ..

i cant stop ..

within 1 second, i felt tt all my dreams and hopes perished ..

i broke down ..

i wondered and thought ..

since that day ive been thinking ..

and yet ..

i kept silent ..

i got tired ..

and exhausted ..

is this wad i want ..

i kept asking myself ..

and i couldnt get an answer ..

now when im typing with my pillow flooded with tears ..

everything seems blurry ..

yet some things is clear ..

my love for you ..

is something i cant deny ..

even when my eyes are blurry ..

i still see you clearly ..

but if one day u were to leave me ..

i will say nothing ..

i have learnt to bury my deepest thoughts in my heart ..

and i will let u go ..

bcuz, im not a good girl ..

ive realised ..

i felt tt i cant live w/o u ..

yet u can ..

mayb i had to learn to grow up ..

fuck this family ..

fuck my parents ..

one lazy ..

the other one unreasonable ..

when its not my fault ..

both says its mine ..

wtf ?

im now rotting in sch ..

bored and tinking of things ..

thinking whether to take my bike license without my folk's permission ..

or wad else ..

sigh ~

wad to do ..

im now hoping my mum would allow me to get my bike license ..

at least i dont have to hide thing here and there ..

hopefully luhh ...

mornin smsed amelia to ask whether next tues is she free to mit ..

hope she can bahx ...

at least i can mit her up ..

and now ...

i miss bee again ..

tutored lydia today ..

at 1pm to 2.30pm ..

thou bee will be fetching me soon ..

and ended up he's still at home ..

so i told him the address and he bathed and stuffs then come ..

waited at lydia's hse downstairs seeing kids play badminton..

smoked and blah blah blah ..

then saw lydia and her boyf ..

walked over to the next block then smoked together .. 

weird huh ?

tutor and student smoke together ..

LOL...

bee reached ard 3.30 ..

then we went to kovan there for beef noodles ..

after that went back to bee's hse ..

slacked awhile then i go home lerx ..

derek called bee and met up with him after bee sent me home ..

tomorrow will be a day out with bee ..

hopefully the weather will be beautiful ..

i need some going out to let me relax ..

seriously had been abit too tense recently ..

and now i cant blog alrdy ..

have to rush my report for business stats ..

sian ~~ ):

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bee is loved ..

damn assignments ..

and ive just realised that my assignment dates are packed..

now im finally going to be done with my business comm report ..

here comes my business stats report to be in by wed ..

how nice ..

will be hoping to tutpr lydia on monday ..

and then tues i can go on to missham face shop and all to look for my bb cream ..

wan nee says face shop is selling it at $33 ..

so if i got the membership card, i can enjoy a 10% i tink ..

hopefully i have it luhh ..

if not it wont be worthy ..

hmmm ..

now im having my thought abt getting my bike license ..

or to say ..

getting a sp ..

or shld i just get a kups...

which is more helpful to my fuel consumption ?

hmmm ..

and i wanna get my bb cream soon ..

my skin sucks ..

hopefully i can get it before my presentation on friday ..

and im rather headache abt what to wear for that ..

formal ..

sian ..

im hoping to meet up with the girls soon ..

and i love you .. BEE