her bedroom..

she laughed when she saw the diamond rings laogong bought for her ..

her play room ..

her bathroom ..

her leisure room .. (w/ pool table)

and lastly,

her diningroom ..

i seriously dont know wad is wrong alrdy ..

i miss him, the past few days him ..

even if im being unreasonable, i still want the past few days him ..

he treats me well those few days ..

and then he's gone ..

he said he's studying, he said its his exam period ..

he was fierce to me just now ..

not even friendly when i said he seemed weird ..

and i cried again ..

ive been crying my nights away these days ..

ive been crying to slp ..

ive been stressed up until i dont know wads happening to my body ..

ive been losing slp, giddy-ness and feeling nausea sometimes ..

maybe ive not been able to slp well ever since tt incident ..

i didnt wanna cry myself to slp anymore ..

i need a rest ..

mayb i was too sensitive ..

but my instincts always tells me when things happens ..

i need to focus on myself more ..

on my studies ..

and my body ..

if im still feeling sick in this manner, im gonna see a doc soon ..

hopefully, theres no changes in me ..

i wished nothing has happened and we're still in lala land ~