sometimes, i really wonder ...
i guess your decision of separating is right ..
because whatever u do now, would only make me feel upset ..
because i dont even think u take me into consideration when u decide on something ..
because im no longer important to you ..
when u say u didnt get another girlf because of the love u still feel for me ..
i was touched ..
but, that doesnt prove anything ..
theres no longer proof ..
theres no way you could prove what u feel ..
i hope i no longer feel anything, bcuz my heart's numb ..
Too Little Too Late
come with me
stay the night
you say the words but boy it dont feel right
what do you expect me to say (you know its just too little too late)
you take my hand
and you say you've changed
but boy you know yous begging dont fool me
because to you its just a game (you know its just too little too late)
so let me on down
cause time has make me strong
im starting to move on
im gonna say this now
your chance has come and gone
and you know
* its just too little too late
a little too wrong
and i cant wait
but you know all the right things to say (you know its just too little too late)
you say you dream of my face
but you dont like me
you just like the chase
to be real
it doesnt matter anyway (you know its just too little too late)
its just a little too late
i was young
and in love
i gave you everything but it wasnt enough
and now you wanna communicate (you know its just too little too late)
go find someone else
in letting you go, im loving myself
you got a problem
but dont come asking me for help
cause you know
*chorus
i can love with all of my heart, baby
i know i have so much to give (i have so much to give)
with a player like you, i dont have a prayer
theres no way to live
ohhh nooo
its just too little too late
*chorus
its just too little too late
oh, i cant wait
*chorus
somehow, i realised this song sang my thoughts out now ..
bcuz even if i love you, maybe its time ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
thanks alot for the present .. in advance ..
appreciated :)
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM..
i really cant act to be strong..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
ENDED..
welcome the new me
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
I DREAMT OF A SWEET DREAM, BUT NOW I FELT BITTER ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
i miss those days when u hug me tightly like i'm your one and only .....
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
all the past things that we've done together before ..
it all seems so past ...
whenever i see couples on the streets these days ..
they remind me of u ..
where i remembered we also used to go shopping together ..
holding hands tightly ..
hugging each other ..
and if i wore a skirt out ..
u'll stand in front me to block me ..
everything uve done, touches deep down my heart ..
i knew from the start i disliked the you when i first know u ..
i dislike it when u stay overnight with ur friends outside ..
i dislike it when u go out with girls together ..
i dislike it when u dont tell me what u feel ..
i dislike it when u smoke and dont quit ..
i dislike it when u were once so rebellious ..
i dislike it when ur heart wasnt fully mine ..
i dislike it when u show ur temper to me ..
i dislike it when u keep talking to me abt your 'her' ..
i dislike it when u treated breakup as something so light ..
but no matter what u do ..
i didnt dislike u ..
instead, i loved u more ..
i knew u changed alot throughout the years ..
i didnt say ..
but i know ..
u knew i didnt like u to go out and overnight with ur friends..
and u stopped doing that ..
u knew i didnt like u to smoke ..
and u tried to quit it ..
u knew i didnt like u to go out with girls ..
and u stopped it ..
u knew i hated u to show ur temper to me for nothing ..
and u tried to curb it ..
u knew i hated u comparing me with 'her' ..
and u didnt do that anymore ..
u knew i hated alot of things...
and u did it all for me ..
i knew it, i knew it deep inside me ...
but i just didnt voice it out...
although i shld love u for who u are ..
but sometimes, its just like being over possessive of something/someone ..
and i did ..
i was ..
and now ..
i lost u...
i loved u and i lost u ..
i tried giving myself a deadline now ..
i duno whether things can go back to the past or not ..
but i still want to dedicate this to u ..
even if u no longer have feelings for me ..
its alright ..
i will learn to be strong ..
i will learn to love ..
i will learn to not be possessive ..
and if u find that ive changed alot since this period ..
im sorry ..
but no matter what ..
trust me ..
i am still me ..
the girl whom u once loved ..
thank you for being by my side ..
on the very last day of last year ..
and on the first day of this year ..
although i had a bad start ..
i dont blame u ..
because, at least, i was happy until the last day ..
thank you for everything ..
the last time i will say,
i love you..
Labels: final chapter, love
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong