i need you ..

by my side ..

just like you're my air ..

i need to breathe you in every minute ..

just like how i love you ........

say me unreasonable ..

but i got peeved off by you ..

ive gt limits to my patience and temper ..

and pls dont test my limits ..

since im not being at least respected ..

dun be hoping me to respect u either ..

met jun kai ytd ..

and he was happily suan-ing me .. ):

meetup with bee today ..

and went up his house ..

ordered kfc delivery and we ended up feeling guilty ..

cuz it was raining so heavily and the poor uncle has to deliver food for this 2 hungry pigs ..

ate and ended up bee dosed off at 2.15 ..

he said he would wake up at 2.30 ..

and if he didnt, he'll owe me $200 ..

and obviously, he cant wake up !

but nvm la ..

if u give me money just like tt ..

i tink im so materialistic ..

haha ..

finally woke him ard 6 and he ended up playin games untill 7+ ..

we went out to tamp 1 at ard 8 and walked onli awhile and collected our membership card at couple lab ..

then had no choice, so we went back home ..

but b4 tt..

we were both thinking of buying samsung omnia together ..

so hopefully we'll have the same phone and bike ..

hah !

checked online earlier on and saw that singtel has a cheaper price ..

and i could apply for their student plans which has unlimited sms .. (: 

woohoo !

so, i'll be tryin hard enough to ask my daddy and mummy to let me switch to singtel then ..

and im now hoping that hans and aton would be able to send me their powerpoint by tomorrow ..

if not, i'll be killing them ..

but as for now ..

nights to everyone ..

jasline is so exhausted from the lack of slp .. 

i love you bee ..

ok, im fucked up now ..

and to be specific ..

i, Jasline Lee, DO NOT, (take note), DO NOT need a father in my life..

ok, suddenly realised ive been missing out alot in school ..

seems like everyones having fun with their new classmates, bf(s) & friends ..

and damn ..

i miss those days where me and bee train down to here and there for shoppe spree ..

but now, all we do is, vroom here and there ..

i miss those times when we train and i could doll up and wear skirt on our date ..

now in fact i had to wear pants bcuz he's riding and we have gt to worry wher to park,erp and stuffs

singapore is definitely not a very good place to park or have vehicles ..

i miss my friends ..

no matter rp, pri, sec or whatsoever friends ..

i mean all friends seriously ..

i need to mit up rp girlfriends soon on their lunch break ..

mayb i could ask melanie shes free to mit up soon in np not ..

mayb i could ask secondary friends to mit up soon ..

shaakir's gonna teach me ride ..

shaun's gonna enrol bike license with me ..

jennifer's gonna diet with me ..

ive gt to mit amelia and see how's she doing ..

sigh ~

time doesnt seemed enough for me esp when im being tied up at home ..

but, good news ..

i found one tuition alrdy ..

so im free on tuesdays ..

so i can date with bee on tues ..

but bad news, my attendance will suffer i think ..

but, its alright, so long im able to leave the house to breathe ..

***

wan nee says she finds me very nice after our recent team work ..

>> 静 . 心霓 * 霓. 心静 << 了 says : today i juz told xiao pei

>> 静 . 心霓 * 霓. 心静 << 了 says : u nice nice ..

>> 静 . 心霓 * 霓. 心静 << 了 says : when i started to be a same group vf u recently la//

[b] JASLINE & BEE (: [/b] ~ ♥♥ says: lol

[b] JASLINE & BEE (: [/b] ~ ♥♥ says : b4 tt i not nice??

>> 静 . 心霓 * 霓. 心静 << 了 says : nola..

>> 静 . 心霓 * 霓. 心静 << 了 says : i mean not that clse..

>> 静 . 心霓 * 霓. 心静 << 了 says : and we even din chat so much ma..

[b] JASLINE & BEE (: [/b] ~ ♥♥ says : oh ok

[b] JASLINE & BEE (: [/b] ~ ♥♥ says: im always good ..

>> 静 . 心霓 * 霓. 心静 << 了 says : hehe

>> 静 . 心霓 * 霓. 心静 << 了 says : yupz yupz

>> 静 . 心霓 * 霓. 心静 << 了 says : dote dote 

and now i sounded like some xiao mei mei ..

being doted ..

haha ..

wan nee, im always very good .. you realised it too late ..

haha ..

ok, ive been with abit of moodswings recently ..

it just changes itself like nobody's business..

and i couldnt do anythin to help it ..

so, if i do flare up, pls dun mind ..

***

ok, today went to teach my first secondary sch student ..

abit lian ..

rebellious ..

but somehow i understood ..

she stays in a 2 floors hdb flat in hougang ..

and ok, first impression wasnt good ..

she reached home, quarrelled with the mother ..

then sat down look at me ..

supposedly i look abit lian, she wasnt fierce to me either ..

we talk and slowly ..

know tt she knows my primary sch fren .. -.-

nvm abt it ..

but after seeing wad is in her text book, i felt utterly useless ..

i forgotten my sec 3 maths !!!

shes having her exams on :

* plan and elevation

* simultanious equations

* trigonometry

* mensuration

and to be frank, 3 out of 4 is something i seriously forgotten ..

im tryin hard to grab my knowledge and memories back ..

and hopefully i could ..

the mum was rather nice to me ..

sigh ~

***

** and darren says he need some riding khakis, he's riding his stupid ducati 1098 .. -.- 

****

and i miss bee alot ..

will be mitin him in another 9 hours i think ..

all of a sudden ..

i feel like hugging u and cry in your arms ..

with your hand wiping away my tears,

telling me everything's gonna be alright ..

and you'll stay by my side, no matter what ..

you'll hug me tighter when i snuggle up closer ..

you'll kiss my forehead and say im silly ..

and you'll kiss my lips and say you love me ..

you said you'll love me forever,

and never let me shed a tear anymore ..

and i'll only smile till my wrinkles grow more ..

we'll grow old together till our hairs grow white ..

our skins go crumpled and our teeths are gone ..

we'll hold our hands and walk through the journey ..

with you and me, we could walk the park slowly ..

i've got you and you've got me ..

we'll see our child doing the same things ..

they'll start their family and have their kids..

and soon enough they will be like us ..

generations after generations ..

they'll do the same thing, just like us ..

we'll think of the past of wad we've gone thru ..

and we'll think of the stupid tiffs we had ..

we'll think of the happy moments ..

and we'll think of how we walk down the aisle ..

we said i do and kissed each other ..

thats a promise of loving each other ..

we'll rmb how we met each other ..

and fell for each other ..

everything we've gone thru will be in our mind ..

forever thru the rest of our lives ..

by the end, we'll close our eyes ..

say the last 'i love you' to each other in our lives ..

and begin hoping to meet again in our next life ..

and hope we'll start everything one more time .............

***

and this is truly wad i felt and hoped .. 

i suddenly realise ..

i duno u anymore ..

and it broke my heart ..

i miss him so badly and hoping to hug and snuggle up to him now ..

which is totally impossible ..

sigh ~

im hopin tt ure by my side now ..

sigh .. felt bad about some things .. ):

had those weird funny feelings ..

and i duno wad to say ..

although i noe he has never lie to me now ..

just tt ..

sometimes ..

i want him to be here ..

but its rather impossible ..

ok, abit piss alrdy ..

suppopsedly shld be meeting my classmates for discussions at 11am ..

and its now 11.50 yet no one is here yet ..

test me ?

my patience is limited ..

i understand its raining ..

15 mins is alright ..

but hello ?

its alrdy 50mins ...

zzz ..

i tink its alrdy far too long ..

mayb they went for lunch and stuffs and blahblahblah ..

but im abit irritated here ..

well ..

although im playing my games here ..

but im still dong my work ...

duh ! ):