apologies to laogong ..
misunderstood ..
somehow ..
but ..
however ..
love will still be between us rite ?
hope so ..
all these days ..
we've not been mitin up ..
e feelin is kinda weird ..
lyk we're separated ..
reali ..
it jus makes me feel so uncomfortable ..
and makes me wonder ..
wad would life be ..
if dere wont be u by my side ..
wondered and thought ..
but somehow ..
all these thoughts are so stupid ..
because we have went thru so much till today ..
and soon its our 2 yrs 3 months anniversary ..
i love him so dearly ..
but just tat sometimes certain things he do makes me feel tat im so unwanted ..
as in ..
im not e first priority of his life ..
i can do anythin to satisfy him ..
as in make him happy ..
but sometimes he can do things without thinkin of my feelings ..
and hurtin me ..
lyk e past ..
however ..
im used to toleratin ..
until e day i dun wanna tolerate anymore ..
is e day i'll burst out ..
quarrels and all ..
might be unavoidable ..but i wun let it happen ..
becuz he is my love ..
i'll try my best not to burst out of course ..
esp when my mood and his mood are both bad ..
die is wad i'll say ..
but ..
since im workin so hard to kip tiz relationship together lerx ..
i wun let it end ..
i wouldnt ..
and hope he's tryin to kip it together too ..
cuz i truly love you ..
林杰乐
你是我一直期待的人
你给我的爱
也是我一直期待的爱
欣
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
