but i was really exhausted today ..
didnt meant to cha bot, but i could concentrate no more ..
im tired of life recently ..
i wanna be left alone ..
but yet im afraid to be alone ..
wad shld i do ?
i feel so un-wanted ..
i just wan to have a sense of belonging ..
i wan someone to treasure me lyk im e special one ..
i wan someone to love me ..
i wan someone to care for me ..
i wan someone to cherish me ..
but i dun wan someone to take me for granted ..
can??
this is my wish ..
i wanna be important ..
most of all ..
i wan u to love me ..
lyk nobody else do ..
however..
i was sad today ..
cried e way back home ..
mayb he notice ..
but he didnt say much ..
only asked 'wad happened' ..
and 'wad is wrong' ..
and 'why i look so sian' ..
i merely shake my head and take it i answered his question ..
but is wasnt answerin him ..
i dont know whether he notices whether i cried while walkin from his hse to the interchange ..
but maybe he did..
and he wanted me to calm down..
so he didnt talk much ..
we kissed goodbye before i walked into e queue for my bus and he walked to work ..
but yet when i stood in e queue ..
tears rolled ..
it wasnt wad i wan..
to show my emotions in public ..
i wanted to hide ..
but i could take it no more ..
because of wad u say ..
tat sentence hurt me ..
and deeply e wound was inflicted into my heart ..
im just a normal gal..
everyone says ..
but sometimes ..
i tink i grew up over e years ..
i felt strong ..
i felt that i would not cry over small things again ..
but yet ..
i know i would only cry for u ..
because youre e onli guy whom moved my heart ..
and made me feel important ..
but after 2yrs ..
am i no longer important ?
i hope not ..
i trust u ..
but i jus feel lyk closin my eyes and slp for e rest of my life ..
IM TIRED ..
Labels: and slp for e rest of my life, close my eyes
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
