hais ..
thank you mr tek-ko ..
for accompanyin me tok on e fone from ard 11pm till now .. its almost 1 am ..
he had no choice but to pei wo tok ..
cuz he didnt wan to be a zek-ark guy ..
at least he heard me talk ..
and no worries ..
haha ..
im cryin and im laughin ..
im such an idiot ..
wad am i supposed to do ?
cry, laugh, get mad ??
im alrdy mad and crazy ..
thank you to all frens ..
who msn-ed me ..
consoling me ..
tellin me wad to do ..
askin me not to cry ..
i appreciate it ..
reali ..
when i nid u guys so much ..
i nid ur shoulders and tissues ..
however, e one i wan is not here ..
e one i wan to hug me to slp is not here ..
e one i wan to cry on the shoulders is not here ..
i wan u back ..
but i dun tink it will be possible anymore ...
seriously ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong