im now at his hse ..
and i duno wad i wanna do ..
all tat has happened ..
has made me very tired ..
nv slp for 3 days ..
and ytd i realli cant take it anymore ..
i dosed off ..
while reply-in Mr tek-ko ..
slpt in e living room ..
and wakin up almost every hour ..
its tirin ...
wanted to cal him at 3 pm ..
i woke up ..
but im not brave to cal ..
wad e fuck huh ?
nvm ..
now i shld be waitin for him to wake up and let me noe wads wrong ..
provided he'll say e truth luhh ..
hais ..
thanks rachel baby and ai ping for consoling me ..
and also phyllis luhh ..
thanks mr tek-ko for tokin to me too ..
thanks kor kor for talkin things thru into my thick skull ..
thanks grandpa jerral for tryin to make me laugh at his ah-gong pattern ..
and it worked,it made me laugh luhh ..
thanks jovian for ur tissue when i shouted out loud in class,cried and brokedown ..
thanks ppl ..
for e concern towards a fren ..
but im stil a dumb one ..
bcuz i stil chose to believe in miracles ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong