simple. dark.

im so exhausted tinkin abt wad ever things tat leads to u ..

im exhausted to tink tat everythin has ended ..

bcuz of urself ..

yet everythin of u ..

u nv realise ..

i dun nid someone to gif me more troubles ..

and i feel tat ive returned u ur favour or frenship ..

ive protected u ..

for one last tym ..

and if dere's once more ...

im sorry ..

i was tinkin whether am i too harsh or bad or not ..

but everythin tat happens ...

makes me feel ..

i dun regret at al ..

im hard-hearted ..

i admit ..

but bcuz i've gt hurt more dan anybody knows ..

ive gt a burden heavy lyk e sky ..

and i cant hold on anymore ..

ppl tinks im strong but im not ..

ppl tinks ive no troubles but i do ..

im also a human ..

im also a gal ..

i seemed strong and happy ..

it doesnt mean i am ..

im reali freakin tired now ..

im so slpy ..

when bcuz of u ..

i nv slp ..

worth ?

i duno ..

i duno wad is so wrong ..

but u truly hurt me ..

im a victim ?

im not sure ..

but i noe ..

ive seen thru u ..

and i noe wad i shld do ..

if dey chose u ..

i will not be mad ..

dey had their choice ..

xun tried to console me la ..

xun- says:
haaha
xun- says:
just remember:
xun- says:
dun let all this small things disturb u
xun- says:
affects u
xun- says:
be happy
xun- says:
we are fated to know each other
xun- says:
lol
♥♥ IM JASLINE AND I ♥ JARRELL -- 2yrs * 3 months * 8 days ** 27 months <3 says:
and al these are fated to happen huh ?

♥♥ IM JASLINE AND I ♥ JARRELL -- 2yrs * 3 months * 8 days ** 27 months <3>

lol

thanks laogong for consolin me ..

and tinkin of protectin me when i nid u ..

thanks ..

and i noe, when u see me hurtin, you'll stop by ..

lend me ur shoulders and let me cry on it ..

its onli for me hoh ..

u lend others u see i kill u not ..

try me ?

u noe i dare ..

thanks for letting me noe tat i stil have u when e whole world turn against me ..

thanks ai ping,rachel and phyllis for lettin me understand ..

thanks amelia for listenin to me complainin and al ..

and also thanks jerral for jokin and disturbin us ..

thanks xun for listenin to me whine and complain ..

i feel so naggy ..

but nvm ..

at least ive said it al out ..

and i feel so much beta ..

but lastly ..

i still wan say thanks to laogong ..

bcuz he gave me all e courage to face up ..

i love you laogong ..

to folks:

its not u are not in my heart ..

its just tat i cant breathe ..

i wanna lead life lyk im 17 ..

not 12 ..

dun gif me all ur burdens ..

bcuz im stil a child too ..

i dun deserve all these ..

i deserve a beta childhood ..

isnt it ?

my childhood's gone ...... :(

♥ say me weak;
i aint strong