my dear laogong ..
days w/o u is horrible ..
its terrible being unable to hug u ..
i miss those days when i open my eyes in e mornin ..
and ure right beside me ..
no matter im gonna gt kicked every night ..
or gettin kicked in my ribs ..
i dun mind la ..
bcuz its u ..
onli u get e permission to ..
today had jus a stupid day la ..
jerene grow teeth ..
den kip wakin up in e middle of e night ..
makin me soooo tired and slpy ..
and im lyk missin laogong so damn much la ..
he wake up nv sms me ..
den he 3+ den sms sayin he went out buy things with his mom..
den i reply him and al ..
he no reply liao ..
zzz ..
called him at den he answer call ..
tellinme nth bahx ...
but he sound so sian ..
lyk when we're together tat tym ..
and derek called him ..
he'll make himself sound so tired and slpy ..
makes me doubtin ..
im irritatin him ..
after tt cal ..
i smsed and he gt no reply again ..
so i called again ..
and he nv pick up tiz tym ..
did i do something wrong??
hais ..
wad am i goin to do??
im waitin for u to finish work or somethin now ..
and im havin a bloody headache ..
i miss you badly laa ..
i duno how am i gonna survive w/o you ..
if u go army ..
how am i gonna survive ?
am i goin to survive w/o you ?
i realised ..
your every emotions ..
make me follow u ..
no matter ure sad or happy ..
my emotions followed ..
isit true when ppl say ..
" dating is good, while marriage is hell.. "
is it the truth ?
but to me ..
it might not be ..
understanding each other will be beta ..
and i believe if we love each other ..
everything will be jus an obstacle ..
and we'll be able to overcome it ..
jus lyk how we overcomed every single obstacles ..
and remainin as lovey dovey lyk now ..
and also by givin in to each other ..
i believe we can take this relationship further ..
its my beliefs ..
hope its urs too ..
so i would not be the onli one givin in ..
because i noe u would not let me leave ..
rite ?
i love you ..
its a promise ..
not a duty ..
bcuz i love u as u are ..
and i reali love you forever ..
dun tink onli others can wait ..
i can too ..
unless it shld be u waiting for me la ..
ilu
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
