now lying on his bed .

im thinkin of wad i wanna do ..

im so lost ..

i duno wad am i supposed to do ..

hais ..

i love him ..

i dun wanna leave him ..

yet ..

im not even sure whether he love me or not ..

am i supposed to wait or wad ?

am i too foolish to wait ?

can i wait ..?

i dun wanna haf e fear ..

or me waitin here ..

stopping beside him ..

while he jus leave without me ..

with another gal or somethin lyk tat ..

wad am i suppose to do ?

hais ..

im havin e fear of waitin ..

bcuz im un-sure of his mind ..

his thinkin ..

and wad he wants ..

can someone teach me ??

can someone tel me wad he wants ?

wad he's thinkin of ..?

im stucked here ..

without movin on ..

im afraid if i move on ..

he cant catch up ..

im afraid if i stay here ..

he'll move on ..

i cant decide wad i reali wan ..

i wanna cry ..

but i cant find a reason to ..

i wanna be alone ..

but im afraid to ..

hugg-ed awhile ..

and he let go lerx ..

i duno wad is wad ..

im exhausted to guess wad is on his mind ..

makes me feel very tired ..

hais ..

i was hopin i would noe everythin ..

everythin single thing about him ..

about wad he wants, needs and all ..

i nid a dictionary abt him ..

seriously ..

i was hopin dere is such a thing ..

reali ..

[ccss]
Republic Poly
Singapore Institute of Management (SIM)
Diploma in Management Studies
[5th march 1991]
=DD
GROWING UP

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