ok ..
so now he'ss tellin me how much he hates me ..
wad am i supposed to do ?
im bein angry and yet worried my anger will gt over me ..
omg ..
pls ..
let calm down and tink things thru ..
i dun wan things to turn out to be lyk tiz ..
i seriously dun wan ..
its nt me makin a fuss out of this ..
its jus tat i reali love you ..
note: LOVE .. not LOVED ..
i love him so much t get scolded as a bitch ..
im such a dumbass huh ?
i shld jus love him and nv let him go ..
i shld've said i love him so dearly ..
tat w/o him .. i will die ..
reali ..
i would die ..
i reali would ..
he's tellin me how much he hates me and how much he didnt wan to be wit me ..
he's tellin me all these ..
jus to make me more angry ..
or is he jus tryin to make me angry ?
i dun know ..
i onli noe ..
if tats wad he's tryin to do, he succeeded ..
im here heart broken ..
in ngee ann poly ..
and im glad melanie,my primary sch fren, lent me her laptop ..
so i can note down my feelings ..
straight to my blog ..
ppl who've seen my blog, pls do not be alarmed ..
im nt shocked to haf seen him ..
sms-in tellin me he hates me and askin me to die ..
because i deserve it la huh ..
i haven eat anythin since ytd afternoon ..
and while walking ..
i almost fainted ..
and roll down the slope of HIS school ..
i shldnt haf hold on and not let myself faint ..
i shld've fainted ..
rolled down e slope and gt knock down by a car ..
i should have ..
let me die ..
since he asked me to either ..
he tinks i dun haf e courage to anyway ..
but he didnt realise i have ..
he takes me for granted huh ?
mayb ..
i wun noe ..
ppl asked me to forget abt him and leave him ..
i dun heed any of their advice ..
so am i a fool?
mayb not ?
because i stil admit tat i love you ...
my heart's stil urs ..
still follows u ..
no matter wad ..
no matter how u chase me away ..
u noe it ..
but wadever u said ..
hurts me ..
id rather u takin a knife and stab it right thru my heart ..
i dun mind ..
bcuz onli u can kill me ..a
and u jus did ..
i can die before u ..
right in front of u if u wan me to ..
jus say so ..
and i'll do it ..
if u reali dun wanna see me anymore ..
i can fulfil ur wishes ..
if u wan me to ..
reali ..
its u tat matters ..
im a fool ..
but i dun regret lovin u ..
bcuz u made me know wad is love, wad is fate ..
and wad i reali wan ..
now ..
all i ever wanted was u ..
JARRELL ..
thanks to melanie for lending me her laptop,and ive not seen her for ages ..
so now he'ss tellin me how much he hates me ..
wad am i supposed to do ?
im bein angry and yet worried my anger will gt over me ..
omg ..
pls ..
let calm down and tink things thru ..
i dun wan things to turn out to be lyk tiz ..
i seriously dun wan ..
its nt me makin a fuss out of this ..
its jus tat i reali love you ..
note: LOVE .. not LOVED ..
i love him so much t get scolded as a bitch ..
im such a dumbass huh ?
i shld jus love him and nv let him go ..
i shld've said i love him so dearly ..
tat w/o him .. i will die ..
reali ..
i would die ..
i reali would ..
he's tellin me how much he hates me and how much he didnt wan to be wit me ..
he's tellin me all these ..
jus to make me more angry ..
or is he jus tryin to make me angry ?
i dun know ..
i onli noe ..
if tats wad he's tryin to do, he succeeded ..
im here heart broken ..
in ngee ann poly ..
and im glad melanie,my primary sch fren, lent me her laptop ..
so i can note down my feelings ..
straight to my blog ..
ppl who've seen my blog, pls do not be alarmed ..
im nt shocked to haf seen him ..
sms-in tellin me he hates me and askin me to die ..
because i deserve it la huh ..
i haven eat anythin since ytd afternoon ..
and while walking ..
i almost fainted ..
and roll down the slope of HIS school ..
i shldnt haf hold on and not let myself faint ..
i shld've fainted ..
rolled down e slope and gt knock down by a car ..
i should have ..
let me die ..
since he asked me to either ..
he tinks i dun haf e courage to anyway ..
but he didnt realise i have ..
he takes me for granted huh ?
mayb ..
i wun noe ..
ppl asked me to forget abt him and leave him ..
i dun heed any of their advice ..
so am i a fool?
mayb not ?
because i stil admit tat i love you ...
my heart's stil urs ..
still follows u ..
no matter wad ..
no matter how u chase me away ..
u noe it ..
but wadever u said ..
hurts me ..
id rather u takin a knife and stab it right thru my heart ..
i dun mind ..
bcuz onli u can kill me ..a
and u jus did ..
i can die before u ..
right in front of u if u wan me to ..
jus say so ..
and i'll do it ..
if u reali dun wanna see me anymore ..
i can fulfil ur wishes ..
if u wan me to ..
reali ..
its u tat matters ..
im a fool ..
but i dun regret lovin u ..
bcuz u made me know wad is love, wad is fate ..
and wad i reali wan ..
now ..
all i ever wanted was u ..
JARRELL ..
thanks to melanie for lending me her laptop,and ive not seen her for ages ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
