ok ..
so things are abit funny luhh ..
last nite ..
asked him whether he stil gt anythin things hiding from me ..
he said he dun tink dere is any ..
dun tink ..?
hmmm ..
seriously ..
im tryin to hide my doubts ..
when i see u holdin on to ur precious fone for lyk ..
dear life !!
IT seems very impt ..
isnt it ?
u made me feel so doubtful luhh ..
mayb ?
i duno ..
anyway ..
i wun be able to know e truth ..
isnt it ?
i wanna noe e gal in ur nick is who ..
i wanna noe alot of things..
i wan u to be truthful to me ..
to be fair to me ..
i wanna gif a deadline to my waitin again ..
isit fair for us ?
i dun noe ..
but im afraid of waitin for a no return ..
and im also afraid of gettin myself hurt again ..
im also afraid tat u will treat me for granted ..
and im nt cherished again ..
i ever said once,
once u hurt me again, i'll leave ..
but end up ..
i cant ..
i cant make myself leave u ..
beucz i reali love you ..
i forgot all my anger ..
i forgot all the things uve done ..
i forgot all e hurtings ..
jus because ..
I LOVE YOU ..
i love you dearly ..
as much as how much i love myself ..
no, its even more ..
but ..
pls dont hurt me anymore ..
i cant take it alrdy ..
e deadline is alrdy set ..
a special date ..
which u and me noe ..
whether u can find out or not ..
i dun noe ..
i onli noe ..
i hope ure cherishin e days when im treatin u good now ..
deres onli a few left ..
not much ..
hope u cherish it den ..
mayb by den ..
my heart's stiff ..
mayb ?
mayb not ..
i wun noe ..
for these few days if u treat me good again ..
i'll die man ..
becuz my love for u nv die ..
haha ..
but its e truth ..
simple truth !!
hais ..
im sorry for makin so many ppl worried abt me ..
reali ..
and also thanks for all e encouragement and consolation ..
thanks W46L ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
