ok ..
so now we're friends ..
and i suppose this will continue forever ..
mayb ?
i duno ..
things gt lyk ..
i duno bahx ..
i cried ..
very badly ..
ytd didnt slp ..
went downstairs to drink wit frens ..
lucky nv gt drunk ..
but had a bit of headache ..
and lyk so slpy lorrs ..
mayb bcuz of gt drink bahx ..
hais ..
drank abit onli ..
didnt dare crink much ..
but drinkin doesnt make me feel beta of cuz ..
hais ..
no choice ..
zzzz ..
sian ..
hais ..
i miss him ..
i admit it ..
but ..
wad's e use ?
e way i cried jus now ..
made ai ping, rachel and phyllis shocked ..
tink priscilla also shocked ..
sat beside me and i suddenly cried ..
haha ..
thanks priscilla la ..
haha ..
and also ...
reali ..
i appreciate ai ping,rachel and also phyllis ..
for the advice and concerns and also hugs ..
all of those that i reali appreciate ..
i cried and today ..
i look so ugly ..
my make up is not nice and all ..
my dark circles can be seen ..
OMG ..
ppl said i look bad for today ..
isit ?
i dont know ..
hope it wasnt so...
i hope he will be by my side ..
i hoped ..
but ..
it will not come true ..
this wish ..
things will nv be e same anymore ..
im not me ..
everythin is jus a mayb ..
but ..
i love you anyway ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong