wad is so wrong now ?
everythin seems to be wrong ..
ure abit ignorin me ..
sch has problems ..
everythin has problems ..
friday nite u were stil ok ...
sat u replied me one sms onli ..
den today ..
up till now ..
none ..
esp when i see ure online ..
yet no replies ..
i suddenly feel i duno a single thing about you at all ..
ive last seen you on last thursday ..
when u failed ur TP test ..
and uve given me ur attitude ..
i was angry ..
but i understood tats because u were unhappy ..
but given a thought to me ...?
wad i feel ?
e next day ..
i knew u werent gonna mit me for sch in e mornin ...
nvm ..
im ok wit it la ..
called u in e noon and ure busy ..
so i waited till evenin ..
smsed u den u say u finished ur papers and goin to work ..
called u when u were supposed to have finished work, but u were eatin,
i assume ..
until tat day den i dare tel u tt i had a bloody diarrhea tat lasted from e previous day till den ..
and i was so glad u replied:
"ah yo must take care leiz drink more water so tat wont not enough water in your body"
and also im also so glad tat u apologised when i told you ur attitude sucks ..
reali ..
i thought everythin would be be e same as before ..
but instead after tat ..
no replies anymore ..
onli on saturday ..
one reply tat u were at ur grandma house ..
till now ..
no more ..
im worried u noe ?
im ur galfren and sometimes i realised i knew nothin more than ur buddies ..
even u rclassmates might even noe more things dan me ..
am i so un-able to share ur problems with ?
am i ?
if i reali am ..
im such a lousy galfren ..
seriously ..
i duno wad is wrong now ..
i could onli guess wad is wrong by ur display nick ..
but ..
why not tellin me ?
im an outsider huh ?
tears are rollin down my cheeks and yet ..
all i wan now is u by my side ..
lettin me noe ...
everythin will be alright ..
can u ?
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
