last nite ..
i stil had a hard time slpin ..
bcuz of e water incident ..
made me feel im in e water once i close my eyes ..
im afraid ..
im scared ..
water and sea is always somethin i feared ..
now ...
once i tink of it of ytd ...
i feel as if im stil in e waters ..
last nite ..
i had to force myself to slp ..
i went into e room ard 12am ..
and i toss and turned till 1+ 2 den i could slp ..
its a bad experience to me ..
in my life ..
esp when a few yrs back when i go swimmin with jolene ..
i almost drowned too ..
onli tt in e swimmin pool,
i stil had a hard time slpin ..
bcuz of e water incident ..
made me feel im in e water once i close my eyes ..
im afraid ..
im scared ..
water and sea is always somethin i feared ..
now ...
once i tink of it of ytd ...
i feel as if im stil in e waters ..
last nite ..
i had to force myself to slp ..
i went into e room ard 12am ..
and i toss and turned till 1+ 2 den i could slp ..
its a bad experience to me ..
in my life ..
esp when a few yrs back when i go swimmin with jolene ..
i almost drowned too ..
onli tt in e swimmin pool,
she did nt even notice i was drownin ..
even when i walk in e pool i could alrdy drown ..
wad makes me tink tt walkin into e sea would be safe ??
im so naive isnt it ?
when someone so afraid of water is walkin into e sea with a bunch of frens ..
esp when e water level is higher dan ur own height ..
u could barely touch e ground ..
im afraid ..
i reali am ..
i cried and cried ..
but cryin doesnt make me feel beta ..
i nid someone ..
to gif me somethin i nid ..
huggin vita makes me feel calmer ytd ..
but why nt him ..?
i was regrettin why i didnt ask him along ..
and mayb things would nt happen ..
or at e least ..
he'll be dere to hug me tightly when it happened ...
yes, i regretted going into e waters so deep ..
but i nv regret havin a good time with W46L ..
although its a bad experience ..
but i had a great time with them ..
at least ..
i had a chance to play with sea water ..
isnt it ?
even when i walk in e pool i could alrdy drown ..
wad makes me tink tt walkin into e sea would be safe ??
im so naive isnt it ?
when someone so afraid of water is walkin into e sea with a bunch of frens ..
esp when e water level is higher dan ur own height ..
u could barely touch e ground ..
im afraid ..
i reali am ..
i cried and cried ..
but cryin doesnt make me feel beta ..
i nid someone ..
to gif me somethin i nid ..
huggin vita makes me feel calmer ytd ..
but why nt him ..?
i was regrettin why i didnt ask him along ..
and mayb things would nt happen ..
or at e least ..
he'll be dere to hug me tightly when it happened ...
yes, i regretted going into e waters so deep ..
but i nv regret havin a good time with W46L ..
although its a bad experience ..
but i had a great time with them ..
at least ..
i had a chance to play with sea water ..
isnt it ?
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
