i miss my girlfrens again ..
esp when i saw sha, dee and my baby rachel today while im working ..
i miss my bell and phyphy ..
and today's phyphy's bday ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR ..
all e best for u ah !!
well, these few days ..
jus started working onli ..
andi alrdy had quarrels with laogong lerx ..
but nvm ..
we got back tgt again la ..
im hoping tt he learnt how to cherish me more than anythin else ...
bcuz i wun noe for his case ...
how would he feel aft losing me ...
that's a big IF, of cuz ..
yeah ...
im missing him all over again ...
im drooling abt him ..
i dreamt abt him ...
lyk, WTF ?
sounds lyk a horny bitch ..
esp funniest when i can see him for quite a number of days a week ..
but i miss e tym when i can look at him anytime i want while earning money ..
tats when im working at e same place as him in e past ..
while now ..
we're upstairs and downstairs ..
im up and he's down ..
anyway ..
its nt as if i can blog down wad ever tat happened to us for this few days ..
aft i left my poly ...
which he named me PhD ..
which stands for POLY HALFWAY DROPOUT ..
so he said i dun haf to go for my masters an stuffs alrdy ..
since ive got my PhD alrdy ..
HEHEH !
nt funny ..
i dun understand why these few days ..
or shld i say aft we patched up ..
my temper seems to be worse ..
i no longer want to gif in to him tat much ..
of cuz i still do ...
but tat would be aft i calm down ..
i had e prob of flaring up nowdays ..
for e slightest thing sometimes ..
but of cuz ..
those were repeated things tat i didnt like for as long as we're tgt ...
i told him today ..
my colleague has e plan of getting engaged ..
and we onli haf plans onli aft 10 yrs ..
when ure 28, im 27 ..
whereas i wanted to haf 2 yrs of living together first before getting a child anhaf to see wADd stuffs ..
but by the time we can get married,
our pace would be rushing ...
isnt it ?
married, den rushing to haf kids ...
:(
tats bad luhh ..
well ..
we'll jus haf to see wad we can do den ...
im saving for YOUR birthday present alrdy lorrs ..
which will cost me a bomb if im nt wrong ..
now bcuz of u ..
i haf to cut down on my cigarettes and expenses ...
tryin to save up to $1000 ..
jus for u ...
den save up $3500 for mayb ...
buying a motorcycle ?
OMG ..
im gonna faint man ...
things are so expensive nowadays ..
and if ive gt so much money ..
might as well i pay for my fees if im goin into SIM ..?
sigh ~
transport isit reali needed ?
im missing you right now ...
AGAIN ...
i hate it when ive nt hug u enuff ..
when ive nt kissed ur lips longer ..
when ive nt hold on to ur hands longer ..
i want you by my side ..
every day and nite ...
so tature e last person i see before i slp ..
and when i wake up ..
I LOVE YOU ... ♥♥
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
