im unhappy ..
seriously ..
i tink i shldnt even rely on u anymore ..
i shldnt rely on u having ur vroom vroom ..
den u will ride me ard ..
i shldnt !
i mean ..
ur bike nid petrol ..
petrol nid money ..
den u nid money too ...
i dun wanna tink further ..
im nt unhappy tt u arent coming for me anymore ..
jus tt ..
i felt hurt ?
i mean ..
i seriousy feel so happy and blessed when u came for me in sch ..
even when its raining ytd ..
but its jus me feeling upset ..
bcuz im having e feeling tt im going back to u fully alrdy ..
den this happens ..
made me feel upset ..
we've gone thru so much,
i dun wanna say anythin more ..
im damn tired ..
had a headache ..
but bcuz of wad u said ..
i stay in sch e whole day jus wanting u to fetch me ..
if tt's supposed to be my reward for staying in school ..
i hope tt would be everyday ..
but instead ....
nvm ..
e thing is ..
whenever u haf ur bike ..
jus a little thing wrong done by me to ur bike ..
u'll start to blow up a little ..
so wad am i supposed to say ?
i dun wanna say anythin ..
i feel inferior ..
i feel worse dan ur bike ..
i felt being threatened ..
i felt ur bike is taking away my place ..
i felt jealous ..
ok ?
well ..
i didnt wanna say anymore ..
i could go on to sch without u sending ..
u knew it ..
and as wad ive said when we're at east coast park tt nite ..
im nt prepared to put in alot yet ..
and it will take tym to ..
and maybe this has affected me ..
but i dun wanna say anymore ..
i mean ..
i know my feeling's true ..
i love you ..
but some times ..
u make me bloody angry ..
jus tt i didnt wanna say anythin abt it ..
sigh ..
however ..
i still love you ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
