absolutely no one ..
i dun need someone telling me this and that ..
telling me my job is useless ..
or telling me its nt worth it ..
i cant go to any events ..
i cant go to anything ..
im worse dan a dog den ..
if its tt case ..
pls kip a dog and not give birth to one of ur own ...
ure onli making us cant breathe ..
and now i fucking cant breathe ..
im having thoughts abt my future alrdy ..
u bursts out my hope and stuffs ..
and fucking wanna control my life ..
jus becuz ure my mother ..
doesnt mean ure entitled to do this ..
i need my life and freedom that i deserve ..
i deserve to choose my life ..
and to choose my own path ..
nobody is to influence my life ..
no one shld and no one will be able to ..
so fucking stop being irritating and come bothering my life ..
i seriously hope so ..
and i fucking seriously tink if i were to say this out to her yrs ago ..
things might haf got better ..
but i cant ..
i cant bring myself to tel her tt ..
i dun wanna hurt her heart ..
instead ...
i got hurt more ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
