somebody said ...
'a woman learn to desire the man she love while a man learn to love the woman he desired ..
only, some man were bad learners ..'
this quote,
i read it on a book ..
then i realised, its true...
its very true ...
i loved the man ..
my man ..
then i learn how to desire him ...
while he ....
mayb vice versa ?
its not easy when we've came so far ..
its going to be 3 yrs ...
and we couldnt predict will it continue summore ...
its seems as if we were close till the extend of not leaving each other ..
but we both need spaces ..
as in, we need our own life too ...
in less than a month ..
i'll be meeting new frens ..
studying ..
ON PAPER this time ...
bt however ...
im afraid ..
ive alrdy stopped learning and studying for tis period of time ...
and now ive gt to start again ...
life's still the same ...
im stil working ..
he's still trying to feed his bike ..
me ?
ive gt nothing ..
bought him a watch for christmas ...
and e day i buy ..
i gave it to him alrdy ...
i noe its fast ..
but i couldnt wait ?
lol ..
while i dun even noe whether am i able to receive somethin from him not ..
sigh ~
2 yrs 8 months of r/s requires us to trust and give in ...
im trying hard to ..
i hope he is too ...
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
