its been quite awhile since ive ever talk to my girlfriends ..
and i seriously miss them a whole lot ..
i miss the times when we were able to talk about everything under the sun, and im hoping for my 18th birthday to arrive soon .. i wanna buy liqour the first thing in the morning, get myself drunk and go around telling everyone im finally 18 ! but its still an age that ill be stuck with my family, being controlled and cant even go out at night .. DAMN IT !!
laogong's birthday is approaching and mummy doesnt allow me to go out till late night ..
she wants me to go back early like, hello? its a bday outing, where gt so early one?
but wad can i do? allow her threaten me to call the police again ?
and now another prob pops out ..
laogong is working on his birthday... so tat means,
i wont haf to celebrate with him ..
and im pissed bcuz of it ...
ive made all the plans and stuff ..
and now he tells me, i forget tat im working on my birthday...
FUCK !!
so wad shall i do den ..?
dont celebrate lorrs ..
i shld make it a point to go other place during my birthday ...
its a 1 yr one time thing and bcuz of his bloody work he has to not acc me ..
so, wad can i say ?
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong