i suddenly felt myself feeling heavy hearted ..
i wished dere would be someone here for me now ..
i miss him .. and i wished he's here now ..
but it somehow seemed abit impossible ..
i hate e feeling when we quarrel ..
i hate it when im being left alone ..
i hate it when i couldnt slp and couldnt eat ..
today ive had no appetite for food ..
had sudden cravings for soya milk ..
and bought it ..
ended up onli causing me more pain ..
stomach pain ...
sister is good ..
talked to me when i needed someone ..
kind and helpful sister ..
好心会有好报的 ..
ok ?
skipped lunch and dinner ..
didnt haf appetite for anything ..
diarrhea-ed and vomited ..
dosed off on the floor ..
OMG ..
and to speak seriously, i didnt slp a wink last nite ..
and just went to sch today ..
had a slpy face ..
grandma moving hse today and until now when its 9pm ..
daddy isnt back yet ..
morning till now ..
tok kong !
and i seriously wanna hug him now to let myself be assured ..
sigh ~
i could be harsh in my words ..
but im soft within ..
im always a softie when it comes to love ..
im easily touched and emotional ..
i just hoped everything could go back to how it was in the past ...
i just hoped that nothings been in surprise for me and him within me ..
e last thing i need now is surprises within me ..
and wad i nid now is him with me ...
seriously ..
and I LOVE YOU REALLY ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong
