sometimes i feel abit being unable to settle myself ..
my trust, dissipating into thin air ..
he's the only one who could try to gain it back ..
and its within him ..
seriously, i felt unsafe and so not protected ..
i needed to be cherish ..
i dont need hurt, which is the last thing that ive ever wanted in my life ..
i found that i knew nothing at all ..
it makes me sad, hurt and disappointed ..
i duno what was i supposed to do ..
im trying to forgo all feelings ..
but it seems that all the facts are swimming in my mind ..
and i feel ultimately upset ..
i know ive told you abt my trust being gone ..
but i still hoped you'll try your means to gain it back ..
although i know ..
if you love me, you would ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong