POSITIVE ..
thats wad his answer was ..
but he didnt wanna give me any false hope ..
so i also duno wad else shld i be tinkin ..
hopefully ..
we could talk things thru ..
***
mummy says we might be moving over to grandma's house ..
ok, im terribly fucked up ..
cuz my opinion is not being heard ..
i didnt lyk it tt way ..
sigh ~
someone pls hear me whine pls !! ):
**
today went to 'visit' my 2 ah gongs and my aunt ..
which is e graveyard ..
went 2 places ..
mandai and senja ..
its far ..
but when i saw my ah gongs and aunt .
i rmb how they treated me and wanted to cry ..
damn !
but i cant ..
when im not e most closest ...
as in my folks are more close to them of cuz ..
even crying has to be hidden ..
Wtf !
*
and now, i bloody miss him ..
i didnt know wad he do today and stuff ..
im starting to doubt myself ..
nt him ..
god, pls gif me hope ..
and hope pls give this r/s another chance ..
we're approaching our 3 yrs anniversary alrdy ..
hope we'll be able to go out tat day ..
HOPEFULLY !!
* onli he can grant this wish ..
thats wad his answer was ..
but he didnt wanna give me any false hope ..
so i also duno wad else shld i be tinkin ..
hopefully ..
we could talk things thru ..
***
mummy says we might be moving over to grandma's house ..
ok, im terribly fucked up ..
cuz my opinion is not being heard ..
i didnt lyk it tt way ..
sigh ~
someone pls hear me whine pls !! ):
**
today went to 'visit' my 2 ah gongs and my aunt ..
which is e graveyard ..
went 2 places ..
mandai and senja ..
its far ..
but when i saw my ah gongs and aunt .
i rmb how they treated me and wanted to cry ..
damn !
but i cant ..
when im not e most closest ...
as in my folks are more close to them of cuz ..
even crying has to be hidden ..
Wtf !
*
and now, i bloody miss him ..
i didnt know wad he do today and stuff ..
im starting to doubt myself ..
nt him ..
god, pls gif me hope ..
and hope pls give this r/s another chance ..
we're approaching our 3 yrs anniversary alrdy ..
hope we'll be able to go out tat day ..
HOPEFULLY !!
* onli he can grant this wish ..
♥ say me weak;
i aint strong