i started crying ..

my heart ached ..

my tears rolled ..

i cant stop ..

within 1 second, i felt tt all my dreams and hopes perished ..

i broke down ..

i wondered and thought ..

since that day ive been thinking ..

and yet ..

i kept silent ..

i got tired ..

and exhausted ..

is this wad i want ..

i kept asking myself ..

and i couldnt get an answer ..

now when im typing with my pillow flooded with tears ..

everything seems blurry ..

yet some things is clear ..

my love for you ..

is something i cant deny ..

even when my eyes are blurry ..

i still see you clearly ..

but if one day u were to leave me ..

i will say nothing ..

i have learnt to bury my deepest thoughts in my heart ..

and i will let u go ..

bcuz, im not a good girl ..

ive realised ..

i felt tt i cant live w/o u ..

yet u can ..

mayb i had to learn to grow up ..