3 and a half yrs ago .. we were still in the same class having fun ..
after when we've started out ..
being together..
graduated ..
and everything that we've done together ..
i thought we were inseparable ..
but u proved me wrong ..
we are meant to be separated ..
maybe we were nv meant to be together ..
i rmbed how things were like when we first started ..
u cant get over with your HER i cant get over with my HIM ..
but yet we've both come to a stage when we both started to love each other ..
when we both started to be afraid of losing each other ..
but now, we have also come to a stage where we are going to be separated..
between us, we do not know where is the love anymore ..
sometimes i do wonder why other couples can give in to each other ..
even when they had problems, they solve it together ..
but as for u, u chose to abandon this r/s ..
maybe im not worthy of ur love ..
not worthy of ur time and attention ..
i aint worthy of everything .. maybe ..
i dun know whether will i still be in ur heart ..
i dun know and i wont know ..
the day i left u, u said this 3 yrs r/s isnt that easy to forget ..
but now i cant say much anymore ..
maybe i wont go for another r/s .. anymore ..
i still rmb the time when we first dated ..
the first day we met together as a couple ..
the first time we held our hands ..
the first time when ur lips touched mine ..
the first time when your hands wrap ard my waist ..
the first time when u gave me that ring ..
the first time when u said u love me fully ..
the first time when we watch movie ..
the first time when we skip sch and go airport ..
the first time when i see u slp ..
the first time when u saw me slp ..
the first time when we hugged together ..
the first time when we go out for date ..
the first time when u celebrated my birthday ..
the first time when i celebrated yours ..
the first time when we hang the pacifier on our phones ..
the first time when u bring me out at night ..
the first time when we went tuition together ..
the first time when we walked home together ..
the first time i went up to your grandma's hse for dinner ..
the first time we studied in the library together ..
the first time when u got angry with me and left me at the mrt station ...
the first time when u quarreled with me ..
the first time when u say sorry to me ..
the first time when we had fun at the toystore..
the first time when u ask me for patch up ..
the first time when u i bought gifts for u ..
the first time when we went to buy our second ring ..
the first time when u say things to hurt me ..
the first time when we both go into poly ..
the first time when u got your bike and fetch me ard ..
the first time when we went out for supper that late ..
the first time when we celebrated christmas ..
the first time when u give me presents for christmas ..
the first time that i got a crystal pacifier pendant from u ..
the first time u got me a make-up ..
the first time u let me put make up on u ..
the first time when u go on the casino ship with me ..
the first time when u left for hong kong and i cried a whole week..
the first time when u said u cried while thinking of me in HK ..
the first time i felt touched by your protection ..
the first time when u almost beat someone whom bullied me ..
the first time when we quarreled because of a third party ..
the first time we both hugged a pillow and cried together ..
the first time i saw u cry ..
the first time i cried in your arms, and when ure asking me why ..
the first time when we had the same person we cherished, but we had to give up ..
the first time when i bought u a shirt ..
the first time when i see u, and theres only u in my eyes ..
but however, this is the last time we bid goodbye ...
thank you for being in my life ..
thank you for being by my side ..
thank you for all the things you've done ..
thank you for all the love you've showered on me ..
thank you for loving me ..
thank you for everything .......
from this day onwards, we are separated ..
from this day on, we'll go our own ways ..
up to this day, i will bury the love and start anew ...
until the end of this day, i still love you ..
and anyway, i still have to say, THANK YOU .......
Jasline
with the last love...
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